Wednesday, September 17, 2008

My Best Friend Wyatt

Me and my little brother Wyatt 2 years ago
So i'm not too sure what to write about so i'm just going to write whatever comes to mind. Lately I've been having a really hard time trying to realize that I'm on my own. I have my own apartment (with my boyfriend of over 2 years), my own bills, and problems that I have to deal with on my own. I'm only 18 and I feel like I'm 30. It's crazy to think that I'm not at home with my mom, step dad, and my little brother, Wyatt, who is only seven years old. There's times when I sit in my own living room and just break down into tears wondering what my little brothers doing without me. This 7 year old kid is my best friend...I know..he's only 7, but when you talk to a 7 year old they listen to what you have to say. And suprisingly my little brother cares. I miss the times when I'm sad and I need somebody to talk to and my little brother would come into my room and just hold me and rub my head...its the cutest most sweetest thing ever! I could go on and on about how my little brother is the best thing that has ever happened to me, but i need to get some sleep..good night

2 comments:

Onalaska Hampton Inn said...

I understand how you feel about being on your own with new responsibilities like bills. It was really scary for me too. Dont get me wrong i love being on my own it just gets tough sometimes. Which is why i am kind of scared yet excited at the same time to move to Las Vegas in 8-9 months, knowing that my family and friends are all here. Then i will definatly be all on my own. But dont worry things eventually get better. Just try to stay positive!

Teresa said...

I to have been on my own. This has been the first. I am actually doing fairly well except I don't have a job, which really sucks. I never thought that when I moved out I would miss my sister. I talk to her on the phone practically every night. It's definetly harder than what I thought.